wtf!

i just realized i’ve been saying ‘wtf’ a lot…..

…. i kinda like it, wtf.

fear:

i am worried i will not be attracted to a man of my age and mindset and life experience.. mostly because i am having a hard time finding someone/anyone i am sufficiently attracted to to even take off my clothes with. (i know.. wtf?!?!..) it’s more than just the clothes, tho… in my ‘balanced scorecard’ approach to life.. the clothes have become merely a symbol.. representing the prospect of proverbial nakedness… and my uncomfortable lack of comfort therewith. it’d always been easy and predictable before… never not hiding behind my bullshit. my ginormous self-inflicted pile of comfortable, safe, never-fail bullshit. i really want to make it to the ‘open and spacious and grounded and authentic and trusting’ place… and let somebody in.

wtf?!

umm.. the gov’t wants your credit card transaction history.. and this information will somehow offset the cost of the “bailout people who over-mortgaged their life” act??!!.. aka the “FHA Housing Stabilization and Homeownership Retention Act”?!?!?

sounds seriously suspect to me!!!

The cost of the bill (except for the Fannie Mae/Freddie Mac provisions) is fully offset with a tax compliance provision from the President’s Budget (requiring credit card companies to report more information to the IRS about credit card transactions) and by delaying the effective date of a tax benefit for multinational companies that has not yet taken effect.

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being gay:

dear so-n-so…

thank you for sharing your minimum requirements (or dealbreakers)…. i completely agree that it’s better to get those out on the table as soon as possible… whether one might feel it’s ‘too much too soon’ is irrelevant, in my humble opinion. it’s just prudent, at this point.

the kids thing usually comes up right after the ‘republican’ thing – ha! yeah.. i totally get and respect your desire to have your own family!! it creates such an incredible undefinable depth to the fabric of life experience, i think. everything changes in a single moment. love your statement, by the way. well done! from where i am sitting… having another family for which i am 24/7 responsible, isn’t really appealing. don’t get me wrong.. i am very kid-friendly.. am really enjoying my toddler nieces and missing my own little ones in the process of experiencing them… but i’ve already done that part of my life and i am enjoying the freedom from that tremendous (daily) responsibility. although, i guess as a parent, you’re never really ‘done’, anyway – ha!

i like ri ra’s. took my va g/f there after her interview last friday. i’ve been to downtown charlotte a handful of times. ..not really a sports fan. although, i did watch the mens singles wimbeldon’s finals (fantastically emotional! go nadal!!).. and i’ll watch some of the olympics.. probly swimming + diving… that dara torres is 41! go people my age!!! plus i used to swim a lot competitively.

.. i do appreciate your reaching out! you enrolled me in the play thing.. so.. i am sure you’ll do well in your search for a partner with your open-authentic-ness. it’s charming. i wish you the best in the seminar!! and hope to hear by week 10 that you are, indeed, engaged ; )

all the best..
.. casey

oh man!

i freaking got stung by a bee this am!!!

i knew they’d moved in by the carport… and i was totally going to be cool about it and live in peaceful co-existence.. but now they’ve just pissed me off!!!!!!

little f’ers!!!!!

bonjour!

je n’ai jamais appris le francais comme ca:

peut-etre cette lecon etait avec bill clinton?!?!